Second birthday's are a little more low key in our family.
We usually do something together as a family or just have a family dinner and cake or something like that.
For Lola's second birthday I imagine (all the time) we would have gone to the zoo this weekend or maybe had the family around on thursday night for a rainbow cake.
I imagine her with dark curly hair (like her Daddy), she probably would have been quite mischievous. Milllie and Lola would love being together and playing babies I am sure. I would have bought her a gorgeous party dress and a dolls house.
Instead I will probably cry and feel sad and want to visit the Chapel where her funeral was held in an attempt to feel closer to her.