Tuesday, June 29, 2010

The waiting game,

limbo land, whatever you want to call it, it is hard. Are we waiting for a baby, a little sister for Jackson and Millie, a daughter to hold and care for and watch grow or are we waiting for even more heartbreak.

I am trying to think positively but then I am not sure if that is wise either. Does it hurt more if you are expecting the best outcome or does it hurt less if you have prepared yourself that things may not go perfectly?

Who knows? All I do know is that this is THE. LONGEST. PREGNANCY. EVER. Excruciatingly long. I am only 22 weeks pregnant but I feel like I have been pregnant forever...


Barbara said...

I'm trying not to expect anything... and failing miserably!

I can't help but hope.


Melissa@Suger Coat It said...

I don't know which is better. But I imagine hope is at least part of the answer. I'm not a big prayer, but my thoughts and prayers are with you and this miracle baby for a safe and healthy entrance into the world.